yet again.

another sleepless night.

because....
i just dont feel right like this, alone.
laying in bed, awake,
waiting for sleep,
but it does not come.

Yoshi snuggles just art the same,
the shapes all wrong.
doesnt feel like holding him at all.

feeling rather dependant.

i did mnage to get to sleep around 6:30,
but of course i got up on time to get ready for tafe.
7am cartoons arnt as good as they used to be

sleep.

5 minutes to six.
still not feeling any better.
3 hours till tafe starts.
should sleep, right?
just gotta be up by 6:30.
...7 at the latest.
under the blankets to attemt sleep.
cos its what we're programmed to do.

alone.

hmm...
i do not like this at all.
My first night alone in over 7 weeks.
i was used to being alone most of the time, i really didnt mind it.
but now...it just doesn't seem right.
i cant sleep.
I've become so dependent...
i suppose some time alone should be good for me.
but i really just don't like it.
i miss you...argh.
i don't mean to be so clingy,
but i can't sleep right without you around.

i told you id miss you to much and not be able to get to sleep.
but you've alwlays turned up just in time.
but as time passes by through the early hours of the moning,
i know you won't be here this time.

im such sap.
attempting sleep,
with your heart and the black yoshi.