new beginings.

This post is a reminder to get things done.
take change of life and do what i promised myself.

finally getting on track.
there is a lot to get started this year, and more importantly to maintain throwout as we work toward the future.
i never really saw it before now, it was all just distant and unknown.
i had given some thought to what i wanted in life, but not much as i didn't care all that much about anything anyway.
I didn't really see much of a future, sometimes i just didn't care about it.
my life still wasn't going anywhere, so i didn't see a point in being here,
but its not like i have anywhere else to go, do i?

I've never been real keen on having new years resolutions, just doesnt make much sence to me.
yes i have wishes and goals, but im not setting a one year time line to pas them.
but, i guess this is somewhat like a new years resolution,
as with this new year comes change and i need to get a few things in order to make the future work the way i see it.

the last few years, i became so lost trying to find myself.
But this year, this is our year.
time to take control of my own life and do the things i want and need to.

January 2010.
.
.make resume.
.get job.
.earn income.
.throw out junk.
.new clothes.
.part-time study-business, art?
.get creative.-bake, sew, paint.
.make time for my fiance.