mraow?

...i just got a comment.
wow, someones actually read my blog.
if only i had the time and effort to keep up an active blog.

ifly

your amasing and having my baby grr so many words but not enough to show how much i love you
hehe ur my baby maker and i know it will work :) for baby for all 3 of us :)


RaWr SammIch

your good at it when i play games :) ===========) O: <----YOU
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RawR SammicH

i love u hehe ur asleep on my bed looking cute hehe

new beginings.

This post is a reminder to get things done.
take change of life and do what i promised myself.

finally getting on track.
there is a lot to get started this year, and more importantly to maintain throwout as we work toward the future.
i never really saw it before now, it was all just distant and unknown.
i had given some thought to what i wanted in life, but not much as i didn't care all that much about anything anyway.
I didn't really see much of a future, sometimes i just didn't care about it.
my life still wasn't going anywhere, so i didn't see a point in being here,
but its not like i have anywhere else to go, do i?

I've never been real keen on having new years resolutions, just doesnt make much sence to me.
yes i have wishes and goals, but im not setting a one year time line to pas them.
but, i guess this is somewhat like a new years resolution,
as with this new year comes change and i need to get a few things in order to make the future work the way i see it.

the last few years, i became so lost trying to find myself.
But this year, this is our year.
time to take control of my own life and do the things i want and need to.

January 2010.
.
.make resume.
.get job.
.earn income.
.throw out junk.
.new clothes.
.part-time study-business, art?
.get creative.-bake, sew, paint.
.make time for my fiance.

dermals. ^-^

again.
somewhere pratical this time.

Fathersday

not really much to say about today,
but its fathers day
just thought it post something anyways,
to get back into the blogging spirit?
cos i pretty much fail generally.

we all chipped in for something nice.
and my dad shaved his face at the table,
wouldn't you if you could?

i cut my tomato into a heart.
cos im a sap.
and the rocket wouldnt cut right without bruising.

useless post over.

High

in this moment,
i dont want anything.
i feel truely content in life.

i am in love,
and i know he feels it too.

although hes not here,
i know he cares,
and he'll be back for me.

lifes looking up,
its a wonderful feeling.

i only hope i can make hi feel the same.


sorry for sappyness.
but after being so used to feeling down,
its rather nice not to feel that way.
just bloggin in the moment.